Some
mornings I have trouble getting out of bed, everything
just seems so meaningless. On weekends, if I'm not
forced to go anywhere, I can spend all day in bed,
mostly just sleeping. Although I know I don't really
need to rest, it's just hard to get excited about
anything. I often find myself wandering around the
house looking for things to do, but nothing keeps
my attention for long. I usually think of myself
as a tidy person but there doesn't seem to be any
reason to clean up anymore so I guess my house is
getting pretty dirty. It doesn't really matter though,
because I don't have people over very much anymore."